I've always lived a rather limited life with little sunlight & human interaction. I'm like a jellyfish: I drift wherever the waves take me. I don't believe we need to have a purpose. It's okay to want to survive & nothing more.

I am developmentally stunted & have likely sustained brain damage. My behavior remains silly & childish as ever. I find being an adult to be no different from being a child. The biggest difference is that I now have some authority over myself. I love my blanket, I watch shows for babies when drawing, & I have a limited ability to speak verbally.

I'm used to being alone, but it does get lonely here. Maybe one day, I'll be able to go out in the real world & live like everyone else. The internet isn't exactly the best place to spend all my time, but it's all I have for now. I hope to find friendship, love, & acceptance. Show me what it's like to be alive!

I constantly feel a distance I can only describe as a whole galaxy between my conscience & physical existence. Most of my life, I haven't felt like a person, only a conscience contained by a human body. Kind of like a printer with no cartridge: it can't print unless given one. I always used a non-human creature or fictional character as my cartridge, & as a way of representing myself. Multiple of them have came & gone, with the current one being the first that is the same species as its container. I think this is the closest I'll ever, truly, be to a singular, complete human. I do not consider Vess to be a persona; it's essentially just a character that looks like me & has my personality. It's more like an incomplete bridge between the brain & body, which only brings them slightly closer.

Interests

• Lobotomy Corporation
• Sprunki
• Domestic rats (of the winged variety too!)
• Butterflies
• Hardcore & many of its subgenres

I'm usually only fixated on a few things at a time, & they don't change often. I always talk about these things!

Hobbies

• Computer music, audio engineering, & synthesis
• Drawing
• Birding
• Photography & photo editing
• Beading
• Coding
• Daydreaming about my wives

What do you use for visual art?

For digital art, I use IbisPaint X & my finger on my phone, or Clip Studio & an XP-PEN Artist Pro 16 2 on my computer. For physical art, I often use Sharpie paint markers, pencil, stamps, stickers, strings, or beads of various origins, ages, & qualities. Everything that has been forgotten, abandoned, or left to rot, deserves to be loved again, until it is reduced to ash. I've always thought the phrase "nothing lasts forever" didn't make sense to me. I think everything lasts forever, just not in its purest form.

What do you use for audio?

I use a combination of several softwares & hardwares. FL Studio is my main DAW. My production speed is unimaginably slow, but I won't give up. Audio captures emotion in a way no other medium does, & I could never throw away what I've put so much work, love, & memories into.

Who inspires you?

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Notes

Additional information that might be important to some, or not. My apologies if this comes off as hostile. I'm just trying to be clear.